A love song...... (I wish...)
(This will be a Rogers and Hammerstein-y song someday....)I wish that I could wish myself in love with you,
and spend myself a lifetime in your arms.
I wish that I'd want nothing more than you to end the day,
And wish that after "I love you" there'd be no more to say.
I would spend forever ever-loving, warm, and true
if I could only wish myself in love with you.
..
I dream of one day dreaming of no one but you,
then opening my eyes to see you there.
By candlelight or sunlight, I will never look for more.
If only you could be the only light I'm searching for.
If only I dreamed simple dreams like other people do
I'd dream that I could only dream of loving you.
..
You are everything my mind knows that my heart will ever need.
How lovely life would be....if only mind and heart agreed.
Am I broken? Am I crazy? Will you know how much I cared?
Am I sparing you the pain of me? Or is it only that I'm scared?
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I wish that I could dream myself away from you,
and leave you safely whole and far behind.
I wish for someone kind to be the love I never will
and that you'll know that though you're gone I'm dreaming of you still
And wishing that a cross-eyed star somewhere will dare undo
the mess I've made of me...by never loving you.

